Lol that’s pretty much how it went for me. One day it pissed me off for the last time. Switched to Jellyfin and never looked back. Should have done it so much sooner.

There is a private tracker named materialize. Small and not easy to get into quickly, but if you’re on other private trackers check their invite forums. You should be able to find a thread (probably closed) if you’re on a big enough private tracker. And then you just wait for them to open the thread and start taking applications again.

If you want to buy a little insurance for your self look into getting a seed box. Then you can download from the seed box with a VPN over sftp. I would think that would be pretty hard to determine what you’re doing but I don’t know enough about it to speak confidently one way or the other.